Saturday, March 28, 2009

Actually it is day 8

I will call this day 5 even tho My last pack lasted 2 1/2 days. But you know I feel stronger, my first thought this morning was coffee not smoking. This surprises me, I have been smoking a lot of years.
My husband is probaly turning over in his grave ! I quit drinking and SMOKING just not at the same time. I have now got to start walking. I am over weight now and they say food only gets better-I am in big trouble. I love all the wrong foods, I love red meat, fried foods and never met a chocolate or a bread that I did not love. You will notive I did not use to word like but love.
You know if I could qualify for medicaid I could have gastric bypass but that is a whole other blog subject. But at this point time Social Security says I am not disabled either !
After my Drs. appt we will revist this subject.
I could not have picked a worst time to quit smoking, I am broke and cannot invest in anything extra. But I guess, there really is not a good time, I have always come up with excuses in the past.

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