March 22, 2009

I think Sundays are the hardest day of the week to get thru. In the old days, I would sleep a little late and then get up and prepare a big Sunday lunch. I miss this.
Now I get up get ready for church, and my nephew prepares lunch, after he gets back from church. Yes, my nephew lives with me, and cooks, cleans and etc. I have had some rough times since Billy died.
I lost my job, then I got really sick. A staph infection, from minor surgery. I though I was going to die. Also other aches and pains, attacked my body. I have cubital syndrome in both elbows, so keying on this blog is really tough but I need it for therapy.
I am however looking for a job, but it is tough times. All I know is medical field support,(clerical work), but I do believe the Lord will provide.
It does take a lot of faith when a spouse dies, and you have been married all your life. I think all men and women need to be cross trained in household duties. I knew nothing about maintenance that had to be done to keep the home running smooth. Boy, I am learning a lot about small tools and repair.