Still Rough

Well, if all is right the nicotine will be out of my body in less than 24 hrs. Well I do not feel any better. and the craving is still there and the nicotine gum still taste like crap!! But, I still am not ready to have to go thru this withdrawal again. In my mind if I can make it until Monday 03/30/09, then I have it made.
I do not think anyone can say cigaretts taste good or make you smell good. Billy, used to tell me that was how he quit drinking. He said even tho he did not drink that much, he knew that after a beer you smelled like a brewery.
I am going to a wake tonight, so there is no smoking, and the friend I am riding with is also a non smoker. So it goes back to the Lord hears our prayers. I left my glasses at a resturant out of town so I am unable to drive another blessing from above? I think so !!
My nephew will bring my eyes to me tonight late. Well I made it to the wake and out for coffee. I sat in the smoking section and made it thru !
However, I still think it is too early to say I WON- I mean 45 years of smoking, 3 days of not. Hmmm the scales of libra will not even balance out on that chance. But one day at a time.
The Lord has told me to let yesterday go; do not worry about tomorrow because God is handling it for me, and I just have to walk thru this day with faith.