30 day

Well this is my 30 day milestone, and another Sunday. I need to be getting ready for church, but I felt a need to walk around in my yard and look at God's beautiful flowers. I need to get someone to work in my yard, I do not even own a lawn mower. I have started the sub-pump to remove some of the stinking water from the pool.
The pool has not been opened in several years due to finances, and the cover has fallen in the pool. I plan on removing a lot of the water-fill thed pool with clorox and recovering. I know it is going to breed mosquitos, Last year I kept bleach and shock-it clorine in the pool to keep the frogs and mosquitos down.
I walked yesterday, it is a stress reliever and does help control the urge to smoke. I also offered my home to a neighbor for a live time right, of course I would still need to continue upkeep and pay rent and taxes. I know I cannot re-apply for disability and live on my income and pay for my house. Maybe I should apply for an apartment for elderly people based on income? I do not know The Lord and I need to discuss this subject.
I know Billy would have a fit at the idea of me giving up my house-but you do what you have to do in these times. A house is just a house, home is what you make it.