Well, I broke and smoked a cigarette yesterday with a friend. However, somehow it just reminded me of really how bad it tasted and smelled. I am sorry I put nicotine back in my body, but just because you screw up does not mean you cannot continue with the commitment. It just means I am human, an humans make mistakes and have to start over.
So, if anyone is disappointed I apologize to you, however I started this for me and not for anyone else. It just shows me I am not perfect and never will be I made it an actual 21 days I believe so now at least I just have to detox 1 cigarette instead of over 40 years of nicotine. I know this is not going to ever be easy, it is a sickness just as alcohol, illegal drugs, or prescriptions drugs.
I am going to continue to achieve being a non smoker.
I had my interview, hope I am wrong but think they are looking for younger blood. My finances are getting worst but I know God is going to pull me through this journey.
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