Hopeless

Well, the song title should have been Rainy days and Tuesdays get me down. I feel the weight of the world around my shoulders today. Would love to smoke, however I am really broke not able to pay what I need to pay this week so cigarettes are out, because know I have proved I can pass on the nicotine!
I hate being broke and not being able to pay my responsibilities. I believe debt is a sin, seriously the Bible says it is wrong. I pray for forgiveness of my sins including being in debt and not being able to pay a person I promised! This definitely makes indebtedness, stealing when you forfeit on your debt. I do believe that God is going to bring a way to pay off my debt and I praise and thank him for this blessing I know is on its way. Money is so tight everywhere people you owe need your payment as much as you need it.
Billy kept his name clear, I am glad he is not here to see the mess I made. But we never know what life holds for each of us individually. I have a job interview today at 3PM, I am praying that I am physically able to perform. I am so bored at home, I am not the type that can always find something to do!