Better

Friday 04/24/2009 a better day for all. Scott and I are at least talking in civil terms, and I only smoked 4 cigarettes. Oh how I wish I had not started back, how weak we are.
I am working on completing disablity forms, but it is hard with this Cubital Tunnel. But when I look around I see people in lot worst shape that me. God had Blessed me so much more than I ever deserve to be blessed.
I did walk and it was so hot 90 degrees, so I think I am going to walk later in the evening. I am so sore from falling yesterday. I was cleaning flower beds and kept seeing all the worms, oops wrong SNAKES, small but still snakes. Hips are black and blue but Thank you God not broken.
I have looked every where for someone to cut grass. I have got find someone I can afford.