I wonder why, most mornings I have not thought about smoking, and today oh wowwwwwwwww? Its not nicotine addiction but brain habit, I have had my morning coffee and a smoke for 45 years-and now it is just the coffee. This is what is so hard about becoming a non-smoker, it is brain habit and nothing more. But I am determined that I am now a non smoker, even tho I cannot tell I am saving any money..
The economy is so bad and everything in the grocery store is more expensive. I still am unable to find a job, but I think I might have to agree with my doctor, that I should re-apply for disablity. I really had rather work, and I think I can do something, The only thing I know for sure is that I need an income. Another brain habit I have is eating, and staying warm or cool according to the season.
Billy and I always bought a lottery ticket when the lottery was above 100 million, just like it was not worth buying a ticket for less. I always pick about winning a lottery, but I think you have to purchase a ticket to win. If you win lottery you always have to share with friends, because who wants to happy and traveling alone. May be I will buy a lottery ticket for Wed. nights lottery drawing.
Well I am going to put on some clothes and go walk to take the edge off of wanting to smoke.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
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