Why Me?

Why me, O Lord? Why am I so blessed when others are in need of so much. If you feel sorry for yourself take a look around ! Families where both parents are unemployed, and unable to fnd employment or to draw unemployment funds. They say that food stamps amount to $6.00 per day per family member, and that is nothing. This is what I think about while I am craving smoking-I have a pantry full of food, maybe not what I crave, but I purchased it so I wanted it at one time. It did not have to be tossed off the back of a truck and I did not have to wait in line to receive a share. So I have choices, and it is my choice not to smoke ! I have to pray several times a day and thank God for what I do have, the to reconize the fact that I am craving a filthy weed that grows in the soil that has no other use than to create a habit that is hard to break.
But this is one promise I am going to keep to myself and for myself, I AM A NON SMOKER !