Thursday, April 2, 2009

Another withdrawal syndrome

I am angry today, at the world, at myself, at anyone reading this, and at anyone who has perfect control over their life.
I want to smoke, I want to cook all my favorite foods ( my nephew does all the cooking), I would love a good stiff wiskey straight up ( now where did this come from ?), I just am unsatisfied about everything. I am tired of the richer getting richer, the small beatiful people who never have to diet, people who never seem to have problems.
I think I need to go back to bed and start over again ! Is this a withdrawal feeling, if it is I do not like feeling like this.
I think usually I am even keyed-I accept the fact that life is not fair I know God is going to provide, but to day I doubt everything.

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