Rainy days and Mondays get me down lyrics as sung by Karen Carpenter, describes today. It looks like the bottom is going to fall out of the skies, and to make it worst I am following soap operas. I need to be doing something constructive but I am down and feeling a bit sad.
Would a cigarette make me feel happier ? I doubt it, I would smoke and then get mad at myself for being a weak individual. A job would make me happy, even tho I have doubts about my abilities. I was so sick for 9 months in 2008 I do not think my body will ever recover back to that point.
Job interview tomorrow, and I am a little nervous. I need some encouragement, but since my friends I invited to join me on my blog have not showed I am all along on this one. I guess due to my mood I am feeling unloved ( any reason to smoke, my brain is sneaky), but luckily I am low on funds and refuse to pay the price of a pack of cigarettes.
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